Baby, are you down down down down down?

Thank you (x 10,000) for last night

*wink wink*

Oh, I am half-empty.

if you know what i mean.

when i see your smile.

Cause you give me the best mixtape I have

If I could ask God just one question...

I always thank God for you because of his grace given you in Christ Jesus. For in him you have been enriched in every way- in all your speaking and in all your knowledge- because our testimony about Christ was confirmed in you.

Now that it's all said and done, I guess we should just be grateful for what we once had. :)

I'll speak my mind.

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

i don't want to say mean or harsh things because i don't want to hurt the person i love.
cause i know it wouldn't feel good, to be on the receiving end of caustic remarks.
but i'll speak the truth, and hope that it's enough.
suffice it to say that it hurts bad enough to make me want to snap and hurt someone.

especially you.

but i know i can't. and won't.

so maybe i'll just turn the hurt and loneliness into smiles and live my life :)