I remember the rain pouring down.

As most of you already know, I failed my TP. Yes I decided to be brave like my jizzyjelly and be frank about it, instead of hiding in a hole, like my usual self. :) True, I feel pretty lousy about it. I feel stupid, more than ever now. Really dread seeing my instructor again. But mostly, it just feels like I've wasted my parents' money and let them down so badly this time.

BUT, thank you all lovelies for the text messages, and the comforting words. If it wasn't for you guys, I would have been damn depressed for the whole of today. Sorry if my messages were kinda half-hearted though. I was still tryna get over the initial disappointment when the messages poured in. Heheh. Well it rained immediately after I was done with my TP btw. Talk about bad omens huh? Hahah. The rain was good though. After tuition, I slept from 5 all the way until 9. :p Again, thank you to those who texted/called to wish me good luck, and to comfort me. I love you guys long time! :)

Actually, before and during the test, I was surprisingly not nervous. I read a mag, waited for my turn, and when it was my turn, strolled down to get my car. Then my tester came, and he was WAYYY NICER than my instructor, which calmed me down even more. He would tell me clearly where to go, which lane to turn into, and when there are cars coming, he would even tell me if I should stop or go ahead. The downer was when I had to do my vertical parking. It's like some curse, cause my vertical parking is usually one-time can already. But somehow I took 3 tries to park the car properly. First two tries resulted in hitting the kerb. I panicked a little, and forgot to check my blind spot on my third try. Minus ten points for that.

Subsequent stupid mistakes included "failure to give way to take precaution against pedestrians". I was turning out of BBDC, when this woman dashed out to cross the side road. Eight points, knn. Okay I'm lazy to talk about the rest but on the roads I did fine, just that fail already lor. Haha. He minus me marks for some things that I felt were unfair though. Like I checked my blindspot on the road, but he never see, and then said I was checking my mirror only. :( HE ALSO NEVER TEST ME ON EMERGENCY BRAKE LEH :O or is it cause I'm really that blur and he tapped but I never notice? I saw his hand hovering near the dashboard once and I was wondering when he will tap it, but he never so I ignored him. Hahaha. Shit.

Sigh, I will try harder next time now that I've a clear idea of what it's like!