i could really use a wish right now

school has been dull. i am currently at my rock bottom, in terms of motivation and quality of my school work. everyday before i reach home, i try to motivate myself to start studying or to do some work. i make mental lists of things to accomplish but the mere thought of work sends me to dreamland. or sims land. hahahaha, the terrible distractions of the internet and computer addiction. :( i hope this period of down time fades away quickly. my midterms are next week! :O holy mama cow. 

been photobooth whoring lately! i think it's such a great way to pass time with friends. there're so many special effects! but i do get tired of repeatedly smiling so there's a penchant for weird photos, if you know what i mean. i only dare to post the slightly saner ones  here because there are too many photos in which we were doing crazily ugly poses. please don't judge us. we were actually quite sane before philosophy class, really.

michelle & i after philo101

trying our best to create the illusion of a cleavage. hahahaha! PHAIL.

michelle looks damn cute here!

NAIS! (Y)

i think this was us trying to show that we laugh until super hot.

this was taken @ ngeeann's kismis!

i was there to watch anthony's hockey training & wait for him to have dinz :)

the most epic thing that happened was that i brought my laptop along, hoping it could provide me with some entertainment, aka sims 3! but then i realised i forgot to bring the cd -.- so smart right? in the end, i was forced to do some work. A came over to the benches to talk to me before his training started cause i bought some food that i wanted to share with him, but he ended up losing a screw in his rollerblades. well, we couldn't find it so he had to skate without a wheel ;( i feel kinda responsible for him losing that screw though he doesn't blame me at all. if only i didn't ask him to come over to the benches! urgh. 

when i saw A seriously doing situps and pushups, i wanted to giggle so badly. i was actually trying my best to suppress my laughter cause he looked so cute doing it! omg maybe this doesn't make sense at all (it doesn't, to me either) but i've never really seen him training before so i guess everything to me was fascinating. i was looking at some guy skating, and "wow-ing" at the guy when A heard and he claimed that he could do it too, despite not knowing what it was! so i tried my best to re-enact what the guy did but obviously i couldn't. then the guy did it again, and A was like, "oh. i can't do that." hahahahahah! damn funny. nearing the end of his training, he showed off some of his skating skillz to me! he's really damn pro with wheels lor! :) we had dinner @ macs with two of his hockey mates. i really enjoyed their company cause they're really nice people! :) A and i shared a nuggets meal cause i was broke and so he paid for the meal although he was quite broke too. 

saturday @ ION's starbucks

we met supposedly to do work, but we were oh-so-distracted with youtube videos. A treated me to mocha frappe, some cinnamon thingy, QUICHE (our fav!), and a pie! it was all very yummy and he was in charge of feeding my mouth. very happy! i managed to complete a little of my ESL summary and he did a little of his report too, before we went for dinner! not feeling too well for the past few days :( i've been having difficulty breathing and i feel a very sharp pain whenever i breathe, resulting in shallow breaths. i wonder if it's cause i'm too fat or something uh? i just hope it's not asthma! anyway, i hope it goes away. my mom says it's stress. :(

we headed to paragon's Soup Restaurant for dinz. ordered a lot of food and we couldn't finish! there was a double boiled black chicken soup w scallops, plain rice, beggar's bowl rice with mushroom & chicken, beggar's tofu, sambal kang kong and half a chicken with ginger. we ate until we wanted to burst! the bill came up to $60+ which was reasonable considering the food's quality and the amount we ordered. it was my turn to treat him back cause he's been such a sweetheart and the stuff he bought at Starbucks wasn't cheap either. halfway through dinner, his nose started bleeding! so scary. totally freaked me out. so much blood :'( talked about many retarded things over dinner. qns like what if he had no legs, would i still be with him, even if he can't get a job? or if he was v fat, would i run with him and massage him until he became slimmer? then i asked him what if i was decapitated, would he hug my head or my body, and he said my head cause it's cute. -.- 

the love of my life