We are dugongs.

Two decades of friendship with my primary school besties ☃☃

My Girls in 2010

Okay I'm sick of writing about mattresses for now, so I've decided to blog for abit. This is my official thank you to the girls who've been such sweethearts and stood by me all this while, and not just in 2010. :) 

(Everything's in random order btw, took me awhile to dig up photos!) 

Yes, Qixin. Here you go. An entry with your name in it. Qixin Qixin Qixin Qixin. Just for that maximum impact. Heheheheh. Done! 

Okay lah, I'm not that weird. Here's a hug and a fart for being my Bukit Batok lover. Thank you for always going with me to the most secluded *wink* places to have our rendezvous! Minus the Al Ameen one, I think the rest have been rather successful, no? Please stop thinking that you're alone, because the truth is that you're the busy (and busty *typo*) one, & I'm always asking you out but you're never free. HARROW? What is this sial. Anyway, I lub chu and will forever be around to annoy you. Just keep me warm in your pocket. :D

Cubes Cubes Pubes! :) My fair feathered fren! 

Hahahahahha, thank you for being the most awesome person in this little world. One fart from you kills all the bad people on Earth. Seriously, what would I do without you?! Please be happy and let's go zoo zoo zoo soon! Ikea date too alright? :) And finally, after knowing you for freaking 8 years, you've invited me to stayover at your place. Do you know that it's almost like winning the Golden Ticket to Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory? Only better. ;) 

Leong Kum Mei

Ahhhhh, school wouldn't be this fun without your insane laughter to accompany me. Thank you for being there all this time; through the study sessions & overnight mugging, 3 hours quota of gossiping, our random distractions, buying stupid/useless stuff together (think blue pau), and our zhrmttm! It's been awesome hanging out with you, and learning retarded lyrics to songs that don't matter (but are better than studying anyway). 

I only have four words for you, my retarded friend: our boots must kiwi! 

Tall sis the mushroom lover~

Hi my dear sista! I really missed you alot in 2010, more than you'll ever imagine. Sometimes I'd go jogging or swimming, and wish that you're still in Singapore so we could do these things together again. But nevertheless, thank you for always remembering me all this time. :) The cards and love from Aussie, I've kept them well! I really hope I'll be able to save up and visit you again but Aussie currency is so strong now. Guess I'll just have to save and work harder! Do come back soon so we can catch up and have high tea while pretending to be tai tais! :)

Harrow Siewmai!!! (x100)

Chai pie! Chai lai angel. Heeheehawhaw. Thank you for being my happy pill! I remember how you'd text me (even though you're in Melbourne) whenever I was stressed out. Receiving your texts always made me feel so much better, and pushed me to work even harder. So thank you my dear for all your love. I hope your mum will recover quickly! :( Send my regards to her okay? Do you remember how we used to laugh non-stop in the hopes of training our abs? It was so funny! I really miss doing silly things with you, and those times when we ate YTF together with qixin in canteen 2. 

Evil twin! 

My fellow foodie and telepathic friend! Heehee. I really enjoy all our aunty shopping sessions together, and also the talks that we have. :) Glad that I got to know you better throughout 2010! May our auntyness prosper and live forever! Hahahaha. Please bring me to more food places because I trust your taste. If there's time, let's go Thai Express soon to eat the tomyum glass noodle? I kinda craved for it ever since you mentioned tomyum today :/ Hope to see you more often! Thank you for being such a thoughtful friend! :) Heehee *hugs*

I am an onion. I will make you cry!

I don't know what can make me smile anymore. This week will be hell, but next week will be worse than hell so I dare not imagine. Four tests to prepare for, namely psychology midterm, computer, english and math quiz. Why does time fly by so quickly? :'( I shouldn't even be here blogging, since there's a journal to write. But really, I just need a major break. Please let me be able to go diving because I need a sweet escape! :') *inserted this weird contradictory smiley to show that I do feel better at the thought of diving*

People can be so anal-retentive and humourless sometimes. It irks me to no end, really. Makes me appreciate my friends even more so now, because it's only with the selected few that I can be myself, knowing they wouldn't judge me in spite of all my flaws. Well it's really hard to make friends for me, because I really won't bother trying to impress anyone here. If you don't wanna try getting to know me better, and have already formed your judgment on me then so be it. There's no point changing myself to suit you.(: I don't need friends like that anyway. Me iz coolz like that worz! (Hahahahha no wonder I got no friends la!) 

Kay la, despite it all, I do have Jolynn and annoying YY to keep me company most of the time. So that's good, and that's all I need. :) 

Happier entry soon. This entry makes me wanna puke.

Oh on a random sidenote since this entry has an onion, here's a chatlog of the convo between yy and me today:

Yíyang says:
 Why are you an onion
estella. says:
 because i can make u cry
 HAHAHAHA OMG YAY SOMEONE FINALLY ASKED
Yíyang says:
 Hahahaha
 Wtf
 Is there more to that?
estella. says:
 Haha
 why?
 do u want an essay supporting my thesis statement?
Yíyang says:
 A paragraph would do lol
estella. says:
 An onion is known to have a magical ability of being able to induce tears in others when feeling threatened or hurt itself. Its self protective mechanism has been known to ward off many kinds of evil, and even the vampires are said to be scared of onions due to its amazing ability.

Fralalala with me.

Random Stuff:

about to cut the log cake to share w the family

left like one piece of the cake in the fridge. it's all mine!!!

pork chops for lunch

from left to right:
Dopey the dwarf (i acted as Dopey in one of the IS modules in poly rofl),
pony in a glass ball (qp gave this to me!),
wooden flower (from yenzi),
& right in front is the santa decor from the cake from A :)
oh, the photo frame is from calista i think.

Anyway, I was just thinking if I should just give up trying for the stupid party for 20 at Chili's. Initially thought it was easy peasy, but then there's like this really hardcore and aggressive girl who's asking almost everyone on her fb to like the photo or something? Yeah well, I could easily get as many as her if I trouble everyone on my fb to like the photo too. Hahahha the thing is.... sorreh but I cannot bring myself to do it. It's just not me. I don't like approaching people who aren't close to me for help, cause it makes me feel bad. But of course, I feel especially bad to the people I've promised to bring there. Some of you have really helped me with this alot! :) Asking your friends to like the photo and all. So much for the excitement really.

Anyhow, it's times like this that I'm reminded again how few true friends I have, and how I should be thankful to have those that I can approach with ease and ask them for help without feeling like a horrible person. Was looking at my msn list today; and out of the hundreds of friends I have inside, I probably only speak to less than 20 of them. Which makes me wanna do the "change email and not update everyone but the close friends" thing again. Just that this time, I have no clue what to use as my email address anymore. Lol!

6 more days till Anthony is back in Singapore.

Oh sweetheart, put the bottle down.

I promised liowch an entry with her name in it. So here it is! :)

QIXIN!!! (you cannot punch me already ah!)

The number of times I mention "qixin" in my blog will never beat the number of times you mentioned my name in your blog cause I always call you liowch, and all those weird nicknames. Hahaha. Okay I should change this bad habit. :p

You know I harts you online, and offline, and by the sidelines. :)) Remember all the retarded poems I used to write for you? I read your archives and found them absolutely SILLY. Hahahaha! But it's really fun to look back at how far we've come. It's been 3 years babe, and counting counting counting! We'll sing hiphop songs by the beach in our mouldy VS bikinis and saggy butts twenty years down the road aight? :) IN THE AYER~~~ Teehee. Be happy girlfriend! I will always be on your side.

test test.

D:

heheheh i love this smiley.


A brand new layout to mark the end of a chapter of my life! How nice. Now if only my life can look half as organised as this layout, I would be very thankful. Hahaha.

Anyways, I have come up with a new friendship quote:

"Friendship is saving your artard (art-retard) girlfriend's blog with an absolutely coolsomes layout."

Okay fine, it's not much of a quote but you get my drift.

Thank you qixin for my lovely new blogskin! :) it's so awesoms, it makes me wanna stare at my blog all day long, teehee! And and, I promise I'll stop calling you Molly for the time being. Hahaha.

Win some, or learn some.

I've decided to be good and keep my promise. Hahaha. Baobei, I'll try to upload as many photos here as possible, so you can koup them if I somehow didn't manage to yousendit the files to you okay? :D

And I'm holding my tongue for now. I'm still not too happy, but somehow my tolerance level for bullshit and deluded people have risen a notch. I'm still very tempted to put you back to the rightful place where you ought to be, but not today since I am in a good mood. Don't test my patience nor boundaries. Whatever you've said about my friend(s), about everything, further justifies why things turned out this way.

Friendship is not bullshit. You don't blabber about my friends. No you don't. Not if they're MY friends. 'Nuff said.

Moving on to better things...

PASTAMANIA WITH MY BAOBEI WENXIANG! :))
(and we're still missing nana!)

i really wonder if they update these figures religiously...

Baobei bought me a super yummy cake (with a cute gummy bear)! :)

i like my face better when it's all blurry. hahah.

"help! don't eat me!" baby bear exclaimed.

now i am a squirrel! see my bushy tail?!

HAHAHA, baobei had a spasm! :P

we smile for nuts. :D

i really love this monster print tee that my tall sister has given me!:)
it's so cute it makes me wanna become a monster and run around ravaging villages.

the gu niang.

and the alpha male!
(it was so stressful standing there trying to act cool,
when you know that you might get caught in the action by a guy anytime ok! see i'm brave.)

okay fine. i'm actually a reject of the female species.
:(

hahahaha. we were trying to make it seem as though we're watching something really interesting (i.e. ourselves in the mirror -.-).
but i look cock-eyed! :(

so i persuaded my lovely and sporting wenxiang to do it too! teeheehee. ;P

my big head blocked the cute little girl and her cake! :(

you want a piece of me?

i am cow hear me moo!

the proud conquest of the Gents at the end of the day.

My super(wo)man!

bad shot.

"i am a flower!"

"HUA! HU JI HUA!"

On a random sidenote, if forgetting is a kind of death too,
how many casualties have there been already?

and i may just be one of them. ;( oh ho hum.

Nineteen means I only have one year left to be a teen.

Hello! :D
Estella is a happy bee today, because she has turned 19, on 19 august '08!
so funny. teeheehee.

anyway, a big thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday, by singing a song, screaming it on msn, leaving msgs in friendster, and the crazy hugs and handshakes.

thanks for the text messages, phonecalls and those who wished me in person too.
i know i haven't been in contact with quite a lot of people these days... so i didn't really expect many to remember, or bother to wish me happy birthday.
but it's nice to have people remember your birthday, i guess. :)

haha, so yes... i really appreciate the gesture, and a BIG THANK YOU once again!

Can finally scream GOODBYE to poly life cause Masina was the last paper we sat for on my birthday! so cool right. everyone happy on that day, machiam like my birthday is national day like that. :P

after the crazy paper which killed the last of our brain cells, liowch, lingsie, gennybee and i floated to dempsey's in the hope of tasting P.S Cafe's famous desserts! too bad they didn't open until 6.30pm! :( I guess I'll have to head down there another time cause I really wanna try!!! :D well, we decided to go to Dome to eat and chill, and it was hilarious just chatting with the girls over retarded stuff, like ling's unglamness. hee hee. absolutely adore this kinda slack-and-chill life! :) but too bad we weren't in the mood for photos, cause we felt so nua!

qixin left with jiahao after dinner though, leaving me to terrorise the two remaining girls. :( We passed by The White Rabbit (and i stupidly called it The White Dog) on our way out, which was an old church converted into a restaurant! pretty cool methinks. Hopefully I'll get a chance to go there one day, when I'm older perhaps.

our ghostly photo while walking in the dark lane.

we decided to head to town, and shop around. and then we ended up at Swensens cause there's free Firehouse sundae if it's your birthday! so cool right. they didn't even bother to check my IC leh! :O Somemore i very enthusiastically took out my IC and put it on the table, waiting for them to check it.

hahaha, lesson learnt: be overzealous when it comes to producing your IC. :D

anyway, pictures!

gennybee or GENN-MIAN MIAN, our Vietnamese bride, always amuses me.

*and I didnt post your hamster photo! i'm so nice right :)*

our amazing edible bowl (and soup)! :D

and yummy ice cream!

it's a known fact that my girlfriends are pretty :D
(but i have to admit, genny looks constipated here. hahahaha. it's not her, it's just my awful photography skills okay!)

my favourite and most generous armpit warmth giver!


my cute little worm! :)

HAHA this photo makes me laugh!

the manager got a huge shock when the camera flashed right before he walked past us. LOL.

(rolling credits)
PS: special thanks to the three girls who spent my birthday with me. wo ai ni men. xie xie!)

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I'll be going to Thailand tmr for a short trip! :D
*sawadeekaaaaaaaaap!* HAHAHA. i'm so happy!
Land of Smiles, here i come!