I am an onion. I will make you cry!

I don't know what can make me smile anymore. This week will be hell, but next week will be worse than hell so I dare not imagine. Four tests to prepare for, namely psychology midterm, computer, english and math quiz. Why does time fly by so quickly? :'( I shouldn't even be here blogging, since there's a journal to write. But really, I just need a major break. Please let me be able to go diving because I need a sweet escape! :') *inserted this weird contradictory smiley to show that I do feel better at the thought of diving*

People can be so anal-retentive and humourless sometimes. It irks me to no end, really. Makes me appreciate my friends even more so now, because it's only with the selected few that I can be myself, knowing they wouldn't judge me in spite of all my flaws. Well it's really hard to make friends for me, because I really won't bother trying to impress anyone here. If you don't wanna try getting to know me better, and have already formed your judgment on me then so be it. There's no point changing myself to suit you.(: I don't need friends like that anyway. Me iz coolz like that worz! (Hahahahha no wonder I got no friends la!) 

Kay la, despite it all, I do have Jolynn and annoying YY to keep me company most of the time. So that's good, and that's all I need. :) 

Happier entry soon. This entry makes me wanna puke.

Oh on a random sidenote since this entry has an onion, here's a chatlog of the convo between yy and me today:

Yíyang says:
 Why are you an onion
estella. says:
 because i can make u cry
 HAHAHAHA OMG YAY SOMEONE FINALLY ASKED
Yíyang says:
 Hahahaha
 Wtf
 Is there more to that?
estella. says:
 Haha
 why?
 do u want an essay supporting my thesis statement?
Yíyang says:
 A paragraph would do lol
estella. says:
 An onion is known to have a magical ability of being able to induce tears in others when feeling threatened or hurt itself. Its self protective mechanism has been known to ward off many kinds of evil, and even the vampires are said to be scared of onions due to its amazing ability.